Jay

life is pretty good at the moment. i have a general sense that things are coming together. theres still a few areas that i need to sort out and get my shit together with but i feel confident ill manage it quite well.
i havnt posted in a bit so heres a nudge and a hug for everyone.


much furry love to all.

:)

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i have fallen so far behind with LJ at the moment!! ill catch up one day hehehe.
Cog was awesome!!!and mammal - the singer is so full of energy and spreading really good peanut-butter. Zane, Kip, and Leigh you guys roxzorz teh soxzorz!!! thanks for being so awesome over the last few weeks. you're all pumpkin crazy!!
then it was off to bass (a rather random decision) with Nat and Ben and Glen for Glens b'day!! Happy b'day bro!! umm it was pretty fun...i rocked out pretty hard for a straighty hehe :) then off to the cave for some chillin and chattin with zane - appreciate it man, was just what i needed. zane, nat and i saved a bird from crucifiction in the volleyball net over the pool - i hope he's doing ok. then i headed back into the city and got me my flat cap!!! only i got the white one with black stripes (all they had) so i think ima have to order the black one with white stripes off the net. oh through-out my travels i happened to bump into a guy that has that rather rare cereal i've been looking for for so long. YUMMY. give me a holler if you'd like to try some. and other than that...im just chillin basically. OH OH i practiced my fire staff stuff for a bit too, i love it!!. gotta go to ferntreegully soon and help a mate move a car GRRR. i hope the BBQ went ok for everyone. i may pop in at some point :)

from the randomly assembled mass of sub-atomic particles known as - Jay!!

love yas all!!

well kip found me 2 of something in the random meds cabinet and aparently they're drowsy invoking so im going to take em and lay down and see what happens. fingers crossed :)

well its wednesday morning and im still awake from 8pm saturday. the last few days have been an awesome adventure but as you could guess im not really in the mindset to go into wicked details. my main concern is getting to sleep. im at kips house in moonee ponds still :) my eyes dont want to close...GAH. i did burn the candle at both ends a litle bit (but only a tad more than usual hehe) but this is getting rediculous. sarah if you read this can you please call me ASAP:) Ta.
i really want to fine tune my ballet moves of doom before the meeting tonight and the way its going its possible i wont sleep at all (and that aint cool). sleep dep is in overdrive, and its becoming quite intense....not cool on a wednesday... so yeah...mecindol or whatever it is doesnt really effect me for some reason..bummer ey..

so im putting out a call to anyone with sleep assistants / relaxants stronger than mecindol to ask if they may part with sufficient amount to finally put my weekend to a close. call me on my mobile if ya can. Ta

i think that'l have to do for now... thanks heaps and ill share with you the adventures i've had soon enough. sleep is my main priority...

well my assignment is over at reece. their full-timer that left wanted back in and i got the ass. its TEH GAYZORZ!!! and not only that but now im short for rego. GRRR! damn direct debits!! i tellz ya...someone ran over my dogma with their karma.

anyway. now i got that out im pretty relaxed for a friday avo. and im really optimistic for the coming week :) this weekend will be a light one i feel.

well after a somewhat shitty night last night and a rather bland day (i think im still a bit shocked) i went to amandas tonight and whammo im feelin fine! a bit of dancing and a near miss with a knee to the groin from ben got the reflexes bouncing hehe. im really excited to be a part of the earthcore performance thinga-magoo. its expanding my confidence and pushing boundaries - thanks guys. YAY!! oh oh and the costume ideas are wicked....i get to be evil MWHAHAHA!!! spikes, here i come :) cant bloody wait!!

i am in no state to elaborate on this too much - but i will at some point.

basically i just found out that the best friendship i ever had was a complete and utter sham. im a friend of convenience. god damnit you mother fucker!!! FUCK!!! i cant type anymore..its just breaking me down...

GAH!! i keep thinking about all the negative stuff that happened with the lan and associated people, then i think about friday night and saturday night and sunday and its all super positive. its a really intense game of mind pong!! up and down up and down. BLEH! my ability to sleep in this mindset is completely diminished but i cant concentrate enough on anything to pass the time. i need a distraction.



*edit* just used a little "care" package courtesy of marta. 5htp, some sleep assistants and a muscle relaxant. just remembered i had it :)
thanks sweetie. hope it works :)

well the lan was this weekend. all i want to say on it was that it didnt quite go as planned and to write up about it is going to make me think about it more than i want to atm.

on a happier note :) i was at pams housewarming for a few hours on friday and it really picked my mood up. so i went back on saturday night and the good times kept rolling. good people are so addictive!!

my mood is being pulled in 2 extreme directions. from really good to really bad, its hard to get stuff out at the moment. and i know its cos of what im thinking about, so i guess a good night sleep might give me some clarity to think about how im going to go about things this week.

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